Dear Lord,
I look for you in time of truth, I look for you in time of sorrow, I look for you in time of sadness, I look for you in time of joy and I thanked you every day for the days that you had given me.
I tried everything I can to keep him happy, I tried everything I can to make him happy, I tried everything I can to be the best. But every time I tried, I found myself in tears asking for your presence, wishing You to hear me now.
Are you looking down from above? Are you seeing my sadness? Your child, your own creation. What have I done wrong, Lord I ask You for forgiveness.
All I want is to not feel this. It's painful Lord, it really is. I don't want to go back to what I had to feel all 8 months of last year. It's too painful. He doesn't believe in me at all. He still blames me for the things that I did, yet, I don't see anything happening.
God, please give me strength to survive this. I need it now. I want nothing more than to be okay. I don't ask you for wealth. I just asked for this...
Amen.
I look for you in time of truth, I look for you in time of sorrow, I look for you in time of sadness, I look for you in time of joy and I thanked you every day for the days that you had given me.
I tried everything I can to keep him happy, I tried everything I can to make him happy, I tried everything I can to be the best. But every time I tried, I found myself in tears asking for your presence, wishing You to hear me now.
Are you looking down from above? Are you seeing my sadness? Your child, your own creation. What have I done wrong, Lord I ask You for forgiveness.
All I want is to not feel this. It's painful Lord, it really is. I don't want to go back to what I had to feel all 8 months of last year. It's too painful. He doesn't believe in me at all. He still blames me for the things that I did, yet, I don't see anything happening.
God, please give me strength to survive this. I need it now. I want nothing more than to be okay. I don't ask you for wealth. I just asked for this...
Amen.
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